I'VE ALREADY GET THE MEANING! ^^

I really meant it, for everything. There is something happening recently and it gets me to see myself and my surrounding clearer. I get to know my weaknesses and bad attitude, though different people have different opinion. I am really committed now, and i am going to change whatever i don't like. I mean, if you don't like people to do these to you, you should also not to do these to people. Yeah, this is so right and i am going to change all my bad attitude. Though i don't really know whether i can do it, i will still try my best.

Sometimes, i do believe that if your heart is already broken/hurt, it will never recover. It's true, so i didn't blame or angry on anyone. Just that i still hope for the best, because i still take them as my friends, good friends. But i also understand that i cannot force people to think and act as the same with me, this is rather unfair for everyone. Let the time tells us everything, if there is still a hope, things will definitely get better as time goes by.

Anyway, i don't really hope for perfect - i don't expect everyone to like me. This is impossible - TOTALLY. So my friends told me i am really fine, but i will still make myself better, at lease, be a person that i like, at lease, i am satisfied with who i am. So i will just be me - Tan Shi Yee, and with a little changes in the future (maybe).


Anyway, everything is totally fine. I have thought of it and i won't be so sensitive and so emotional anymore. Just take everything easy - this is my conclusion.

Today is a happy night. ^^

July 30, 2010
10.20PM

BUSY X10000000

For your information, we are really BUSY! We are very busy in the way that we think we should not be. Everyone is complaining that there is TOO MUCH for us! Just TOO MUCH! You know what, i will count for you, starting from English.

Actually i do think that English coursework is quite necessary - meeting, proposal writing and individual presentation - in fact the coursework of this subject looks like normally what we should have for language subjects. Furthermore, the coursework weighs 60%
Next, we talk about MIS. Well, it is a bit too much, for the sense that we are not studying IT subject right? But we have to come out with a report analyzing those IT and IS. I just don't understand but for the sake that i really learn a lot and it was announced really early, i accept this coursework although it only weighs 40%
Then, we proceed to AFA. The coursework does not contain assignments but 2 tests and presentation on tutorial questions. It was quite tough because unlike other assignments, it never ends! Anyhow, it successfully forces us to study in order to present our answer. This is a very good method because until now, the subject that i am really following is this. I can follow during tutorial and during lecture as well. So, i also accept this and i think it is quite reasonable to weigh only 40%
Now, let's talk about DM. Its assignment seems very deep and difficult but after knowing what it wants us to do, it is not that hard. Anyway it needs a lot of works since we have to establish the linkage in Excel. However, what we are afraid of the most is the final exam and test! Why? Because we can never predict the questions! The questions can vary in form! This is what i am scared of the most! I am really doubtful for my coming test - i hope i can do well, but i don't know whether i can do it. The coursework is quite reasonable to weigh only 40%, because it only comprises of test, assignments and participation. 
The last and also the most ridiculous, our Audit. This is very ridiculous because the coursework is driving us crazy! Why? Because we have to complete one role-play, simulating how the audit team carries out preliminary audit work! OMG, don't you think it is very RIDICULOUS??? I mean how can we get to know the way they do preliminary audit?? We are not experienced enough! We are only exposed to PRINCIPAL OF AUDIT just in the second semester of Diploma year 2! I can't accept this - it is too RIDICULOUS and CRAZY to me. Anyway, what we can do is just express our anger, opinions and suggestions on the evaluation form and we can't do anything else. So, we still need to perform the role-play next Wednesday. I hope it runs well on that day, if not, i might get crazy! Moreover, we have to complete our assignment using AXP software. This is okay for me though i still think that we are just exposed for this software for the first time and unlike MYOB - we use one short semester to learn it continuously, we are only exposed to that software for just one day. Can you expect us to learn EVERYTHING in just ONE DAY! This is ridiculous as well, but it is much better than the role-play i guess. Anyway, the heartbreaking one is THIS WHOLE THING ONLY WEIGHS 40%! WHAT! I mean you keep us so busy and yet this is what we get for messing up our weeks??? I really cannot accept it but i have to - no choice. Anyway, everyone is complaining why there is NO TEST for audit?? The test is so important that it forces us to study. And now we have no test, this is the subject that we are really behind - besides attending lectures and tutorials we really didn't touch our audit books! Okay, let's see how we die in Final. 

Okay, finish complaining, now let's back to study for DM test next week. 

GIRL, YOU ARE CRAZY! Yeah, i am getting crazy!

July 17, 2010
10:01AM

AFA TEST = GOOD OR BAD??

Well, i guess it wasn't that bad, though i only lost 5 marks in total. Though the mistakes are not supposed to be made, i am quite satisfied with my result. Maybe it might be bad to Ms Low, haha i am so sorry to her. Anyway, those mistakes are not exactly mistakes, the fact is i really dunno the concept behind "fair value increased by". Even though i focus on these words during the test, i might get wrong as well. So i admit this. Besides, i just forgot how cost model should be done - well, i am silly to think that there is no depreciation for investment property in cost model. So i also admit this - i just forget about this! Okay and next mistake is i think too much - about the revenue part. If i didn't cancel off that sentence, i will get one more mark.

Anyway, it was a great disappointment for Ms Low. You can imagine that - She scolded us at CP (lecture hall)! "You know how heartbreaking i am ar??" "You all think advance diploma is easy ar??" "You all never study or what??"


And that's why i felt very sorry to her. But i was very happy to know that she doesn't really mean that much to M103. Anyway, I shall get higher marks for the next test - wish me luck. =)

July 17, 2010
9.26AM

Messed up in AFA Test

It's just so unclear, both the questions and our mind. We got messed up, just the extend was different between people. Anyway it's over, but what i was sad was i was told the same thing again. I felt very disappointed and heart breaking when he said like that. "I will quit after helping you guys to complete your assignment." This sentence just broke my heart. Although now everything is solved, but i don't know when i will hear this again! I am afraid. I don't know what happens - is it my fault? I can change. But the problem is I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING! 

3 July, 2010
5.08PM



THE IMPORTANCE OF PLANNING

Well, i basically feel planning is just too important for me to put in words. I mean, as a normal human, you should have known that right? Sometimes i just can't stand someone doing things without planning, but i know it is not my business to comment so much. So what i can do is expressing my feeling here - DEAREST BLOG.

Anyway, back to the topic, i just feel that you should know yourself very well and you should know which area you are strong in and weak in and so which area you should make enhancements. Hence, this information will assist you in planning your studies and revision, being to emphasize on the weakest area of oneself. Don't tell people that you don't know how to PLAN, or something like "I am so weak in planning!" "I can't follow my plan even though i plan it so well!" These are the most stupid and foolish excuses in the world. No matter what, the reality is "YOU MUST KNOW HOW TO PLAN!".

Some people like to do things in the last minute, and finally get messed up. This is the best situation of consequences of NOT PLANNING. Though some people's style is last-minute, the work done will not be as good as the work done not in last minute - I GUARANTEE YOU. So, don't get yourself tensed up at the last minute before assignment due date or exam and finally achieve nothing. This is so not worth, it is just NOT WORTH.

1 July, 2010
9.46PM

NATION-WIDE FRIENDSHIP

I never even dare to dream that i can know some people like them. When Ms. Monica first announced the English Problem, i was very doubtful, instead of excited, because she said we can actually meet someone from US, UK or Canada. And after i've seen them in the study room, i finally believed it but i started to worry i couldn't understand their English, i mean, it is still very different from Malaysian English. So i tried my best to communicate with them, and sometimes it made me feel very tired because we were trying to figure out words by words what they were trying to say to us, so that we could reply.
At first, it's really hard for me to cope with it, but as time passed, i started to be used to their way of speaking, catching their words faster and easier. I must thank them greatly, because they've given me a chance to explore to the conversation with Western people. At lease i've made some preparation for the UK study trip, and i am more ready to go. I found that i am more ready to speak in English, and will not afraid anymore to interact with others in English. This friendship between us (my classmates and me) and them is really unique. I am so glad that i joined this class.
Now, let's enjoy some memorable pictures.
Anna
Louren
Words are too less to describe the precious memory. So let me keep in deep in my heart. =)

Will remember and miss you guys... Early farewell to Anna, Jeremy, Lauren, Caleb, and more..  

1 July, 2010
9.31PM