DAMN!

You know when i see someone's status keeps on updating and all are about something that will trigger my anger, i really want to slap that person. Maybe that person doesn't really mean what i thought that person might mean, but my intuition told me IT IS OF THAT MEANING. And i admit that i am very angry with it. 

Why are people so stubborn that they still crave for something that very obviously does not belong to them?? Acting sentimental and write and share all those stupid love posts in Facebook bring credential to you? Come on, you are acting really disgustingly! 

I know i shouldn't be angry as i am very obviously better than that person so so much (though being arrogant here =D), and if i have been dropped out, it simply means people didn't appreciate me. So i shouldn't be angry, as usual, i have always recognized my own value. 

And the innocent person, i want to say sorry, though you did nothing but i am still angry towards you because all these mean you. Those all come out because you didn't make things clear. So hey, i SHOULD be angry towards you. Hng!

But finally, i realize i shouldn't be angry at all. Who the hell are they? Should i kill my brain cell just because of these two JERKS? One acting sentimental and innocent jerk and one blur and stubborn jerk? Shouldn't! Shouldn't! Let's forget about it and start revision now! HMMMM....

December 30, 2011

2.46PM

Mom is irreplaceable!

This morning i started to do homework as soon as i forced myself up from the bed - cooking and washing. But with just these two jobs, it nearly killed me! Now i realize that how hard and tired to prepare everything for a family. I got difficulty in breathing after i have completed my washing. And thereafter i didn't have any leftover strength to even bathe and eat.

Finally i understand why mom will just choose to lay down and sleep after cooking. It's really tiring! Today, until now, i haven't touched my books. I just need some rest before restoring my energy.

For a mom who works and takes care of family simultaneously, I RESPECT YOU GUYS! And to my only mom, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. =))))

Yeah, gotta fetch her back tonight!

December 16, 2011

4.23PM

Half Dead

Damn, the chapter financial instruments is killing! It's not actually the lecturers problem, but its the nature of the chapter itself. It is complex and hard to understand! I at first thought i can finish it by today, as in using the whole day (just like what i did for foreign currency translation, share-based payments and employees benefits), but now it looks like i have to amend my timetable and allocate two more days for this chapter.

Start to feel the stress. Nevertheless, i have no choice but to understand the whole thing. So it is not about can or cannot, but it is already a MUST! So keep going! I keep on telling myself. HWAITING. =)



YEAH!

December 11, 2011

5.04PM