Anyway, perhaps i would simplify everything here? =D
Actually many things have happened since my last post. In ACCA class, i saw different people handling stress in different ways. Distinct personalities have separated the class into groups, playing and working hard together. No matter how, i am still thankful to my peers who accompany me throughout this tough study life. Seeing different people widens my social circle, providing a "platform" for me to learn how to deal with different types of people. I feel that i am still not doing very good in this area. LOL anyway, it's fun to deal with different types of people, FUN? LOL.
And now i realized, those things that matter a lot in the past don't really bother me anymore. Perhaps i finally realize that i've something more important to take care of? Or perhaps those things have been recurring till i am now used to it? Sometimes some words that were spoken by some people irritate me when i first heard that, but trying to look at it in different perspective - it doesn't really matter at all! Why should we punish ourselves with the mistakes that were made by others? Whatever you wanna comment about me, just go ahead. People who love me for real will eventually stay. =)
After a year i've decided to put myself back into that situation and feeling. Actually it's around 11 months, huh? Anyway, what i wanna say is, i dunno how long it will last, but eventually i chose to trust. I felt somewhere deep in my heart scolds myself: "after such painful experiences leaving scars in your life you still dare to try and perhaps get hurt again?" But i answered: "or perhaps i will never get hurt again?"
I TRUST. =)
Apr 25, 2012
11.25PM
