THE RETURN

What return is that? That is the return of KPop into my life. It has been a long time since those days that i used to get the latest updates for everything of KPop. I still remember how TVXQ first caught my attention, how i was impressed with FT Island, how Big Bang drove my fashion sense, and more, and it diminished as time goes. I've left this life quite a long time, busying with my assignments and tests (and of course FINAL). But now, these people made me crazy over KPop again. Who are they? =)



I was first attracted by these boys with their MV "Lady".



What made me so impressed was that "OH MY GOD, HOW OLD ARE THEY???" It's the first time in recent days that i actually see a korean boy band with such a mature image. And their voices melted me. I never know there is a group which is so different from others that they actually emphasize on great voices. Every single member can sing! Don't believe? Catch up their lives.




WATCH IT YOURSELF! PLEASE WATCH IT YOURSELF! It's a pure MR! No background voices! My god! IMPRESSED IMPRESSED HEHEHEHE

http://www.youtube.com/user/OPENWORLDent

And another one, with dance emphasis, it's them.



These boys seem normal, it's just an ordinary boy band, but it just caught my attention, guess it's the different culture compared to bands from SM and DSP, perhaps. Also, YG is now not my favourite anymore and i have no comment for JYP. And they are from Woollim. This small entertainment company is going to do well with these boys.

I particularly like this song. I think it should be this song who intro me to them.



Doubting their live? Perhaps not as good as The Boss, but it shows their effort.

Oops, first of all, let's see their dance practice.




And their lives:


Watch their impressive tidiness! The fans said they even close their fingers all at the same time! HAHA.



I wonder in later days they will become more and more commercialized just like those other idols boybands in Korean, but right now, they are impressive.

http://www.youtube.com/user/woolliment#p/u

November 28, 2011 
10.06AM

THE GIRL THAT WE CHASED TOGETHER IN THOSE YEARS

Lol. Direct translation from Chinese title. This is a nice movie. I think it's nice because it is so real. It is actually the real story of the author himself. It seems a bit dramatic but in Taiwan, it is possible. In Malaysia, it's not. HAHAHA. Anyway, it is so real that it actually touches everyone.

I like the fact that the girl actually didnt get married with the guy. Because as we know it is really impossible. We see very less couples who got together since secondary school and can actually get married. Because this is so true :


"成長，最殘酷的部份就是，女孩子永遠比同年齡的男孩子成熟。"

This is so true. So that's why couples in secondary schools always argue and finally break up. As shown in the movie, it is very obvious that their thoughts are so different. The girl is much more mature and the guy doesn't get what she means. This is always the real fact.

Many people wonder why the bridegroom at the end is not the guy. But you know, sometimes marriage is not only about loving each other. The fact is that guy missed the girl, he doesn't know to appreciate that girl. And thing is like this - when the guy missed it, that's it. He can never get it back.

This is what makes the memory beautiful. I think most guys will experience it - they will always have a girl in their heart that they forever cannot get her. And even after he has his own family, he will still miss the girl.


I like the stain behind the white shirt. It means a lot. It is more than a memory. It is motivation, transformation and love. =DD

and these:

When i saw this, i nearly cried.

" 如果你真的很喜歡一個女孩的話，當新郎不是妳的話，
那麼你永遠無法祝福她。
結果：不，當你真的很喜歡一個女孩的話，
那麼無論新郎是誰，你都會真心祝福她。"

I feel so understandable to this particular sentence! When you finally 釋懷, you will really hope for the best for her (of course in my place, it's a he)!

And finally, i can totally understand the movie. A simply yet meaningful one. You should be going to cinema for this.

^^.

November 07, 2011
9.21PM

UPDATES

It sounds like i am very busy with assignments, but actually i am not. LOL. I have time wandering in FB but i just forgot to update my blog. LOL. But there is a possibility due to i have actually nothing to write or there is something that i cant express out through words. 

My these two weeks are filled with happiness. I am happy that i actually learnt something through the incident. I can't quantify how much i've learnt, and how well i've absorbed them, but at lease i know i don't need to care so much for certain things. And all these will keep on repeating in my life, and i am going to face it optimistically. 

And i've passed a happy weekend. =DD You know sometimes some people can just sway your mood so easily by a word or an action, but you are too willing to let them do so, and you will be hoping that you can actually sway his/hers as well. Well, of course it's the best to pursue for certainty, but uncertainty like this can be a kind of happiness as well. =) I don't not want to force, as it will only stay if it comes naturally. ^^

Sleep tight. ^^

Oct 27, 2011
11.43PM

IT'S OKAY

I keep on repeating : it's okay, i will endure everything myself.

You know this feeling is extraordinary. It's even more painful than being lost in love. And the most unbelievable point is - i thought it's alright, but finally now i know it's not so.

When you trusted a person so well that you never think he/she will stab you in behind, and when you know he/she actually did, you will feel your heart is empty. Like being betrayed, but it's not a betrayal.

Anyway, it's okay, i will make through it. I will pick up the pieces and reshape my heart. I will endure everything and finally walk out of it.

After all, i've never done anything for her since i joined. Perhaps this is the only thing i can do for her.

Or perhaps, i should say, i never have done anything for them. I am sorry for being causing such many trouble.

ALL THE BEST.

October 15, 2011
3.59PM

PRETENDING

You know, pretending is an extremely hard job for me.


Especially when you are so sure and certain that you miss someone but you still have to pretend as if you don't care..
Because you are afraid that person does not feel the same.


So you're convincing yourself that you can't take this feeling of yours seriously, because if you do so, you'll be hurt badly.


And


When things seem so confusing, you'll have to pretend as if it is nothing to you. HARD!


Now i am done with it - i admit it is SOMETHING to me, and


yeah, I MISS YOU.


October 14, 2011
11.33AM

PISSED!

I really want to tell those idiots that "don't ever think you can show your temper in front of me just because i seem to be close to you". Please bear in mind, it is just "SEEM TO BE CLOSE" only okay? Which means in reality NOT CLOSE AT ALL okay! Now what you expect?

I am already doing my best and i already feel myself being extremely good to you in entertaining you.

Don't expect anything from me!
Don't ever dare to show me your temper when you feel i will care but actually i don't at all!
Don't ever think that i will repeat what i did for you in coincidence!
Don't ever hope that i will follow your heart and treat you as how you like!

I am not your mom, bear in mind!

October 11, 2011
10.10PM

BEING SENTIMENTAL

I dunno but i really hate those people that are acting to be sentimental. Chinese says this is 感性, and they say gan xing ladies are very attractive. 0.o LOL I really dunno how to appreciate lo.

For me, being sentimental is something rather annoying. It's very fine if you are experiencing something sad, or you feel this once in a blue moon. But can some people just ask themselves why are they so blue all the time? Don't come and post a series of stupid quotes or pictures on the facebook showing others that you are very sentimental who will get hurt easily? If you want to attract guys then do it in front of the guys!

You know sometimes these all are pretending! I really hate pretending people. Chinese says 虛僞. If you want to pretend, might as well don't be human.

ANNOYED, ANNOYED! TOTALLY ANNOYED!


Don't show me your tearing face if you are not as innocent as her!

October 09, 2011
2.34PM

TAKING CARE OF A "BABY"

It's true about what mom and primary school teachers taught us - we must take care of other's feelings when you  talk or do something. It's true that towards certain extent, we cannot do as we like 'cause we will hurt others.

However, this doesn't mean that in EVERY sentence and EVERY action i have to consider other persons. Some people are just too sensitive that they care about every joke you made and every single word coming out from your mouth. So you don't even realize that you've hurt them sometimes, in some ways that you don't know. And they will remember it forever, deep inside their heart, until one day they burst and blame you for something that you've said/done that you don't even know when.

Come on. Sometimes joke means joke. Joke is something we make now and forget now. Joke is something that shouldn't have existed in memory.

Then people will say: Beware of limit. Of course, there is a limit of making joke. But if your limit is too low, it's very hard to converse with you. I dunno, maybe i am blunt, so i cannot accept people saying a little joke will hurt them.

To whom it may concern, be strong in this world or you will be eliminated. Accept criticism and try to change yourself. Don't blame others for hurting you, instead thank them for giving you a chance to learn.

AND FINALLY


DON'T EXPECT US TO TREAT YOU AS BABIES, CAUSE WE ARE NOT YOUR MOM.

October 09, 2011
2.16PM

NOT BEING TOGETHER

I think most people will have the same feeling before, that when you hang out as a group, you will realize some people don't really look happy. Well, i admit that i do feel it, in the past, now and maybe in the future, among every group of friends. You know when you hang out as a group, happily, you keep on chitchatting until you forget yourself, and when you glance through you will realize some people tend to do their own stuff.

I dunno how others feel about this, but personally i feel this is rather annoying.

For example, we start a topic and share to everyone, but suddenly you realize two or three persons are talking to one another about other things, and when you try to find out, they will like "No, nothing. It's just a small matter."
OR
We start a topic, everyone is listening, but some never voice any opinion and just smile, but in fact they are very talkative and can talk freely with other friends.
OR
We start a topic, everyone is sharing opinions except one or two who are playing his/her phone or ipad.

Well, it's not that i force everyone to join, but doing own stuff when hanging out with others will give me a feeling that "foolish people talking foolishly, i might as well do something else" . So if it's me, i won't ask the same person out for the next time.

The worst is, these people are not really into your group, yet they will get mad when you hang out without them. And some of them will start to complain that you didn't invite them, as if you're the one who is wrong for not considering them as friends.

But i thought you are not happy with us?? So why do you care?

Silly.



October 09, 2011
2.05PM

DIFFERENT CHANNEL

Recently i really have strong feeling about this - if two persons are not of the same thought, there is really no point to continue conversing.

When you have different thought on the same matter, the more you discuss the more likely you will end up fighting. It's just that sometimes we will still insist that we are right, and people don't see things from the other angle like us.

However, i just suddenly realize that if i keep on arguing with you, i might be as foolish as you. And furthermore, i need not influence you to follow my thought. So, now, i choose to keep quiet. No point, really no point to fight, as you won't know what i am thinking, forever.

A chinese saying quotes : 話不投機半句多 - now i finally completely understand what this means.
 It is just like a chicken talking with a duck. They will never know each other, never.

So it's hard to find someone that will really understand me. And now i've met some and i feel really grateful that they appear in my life. I dunno how long this will last, but i can guarantee that i will remember the moment i be with them. Need not mention, they will know who they are. AND they won't come and ask me who i mean. ^^

October 09, 2011
1.43PM

ENDURING

I believe.

No matter how hard it is, it will pass.

And when i turn back, i will just smile.

Sept 14, 2011
3.52PM

海枯石爛

Recently a song touched me a lot. It tells us that true feeling doesn't need to convey "I Love You" everyday. It can be very simple, just a smile will do.



I like this because there is no "I Love You" in the lyrics but yet the song can be written in such a meaningful way.


Especially for this sentence: "有空想念我的話就上線來說晚安,讓夢裡星光燦爛"


Sep 12, 2011
1.06PM

TURNING

Hmm. I met an ex-classmate today and he was like: wow you're more mature now! You're changing!

I dunno whether he has been rather shocked with this but i guess the main issue is he didn't meet me for a long time d. When we were classmates, i was still a half-boiled girl who only started to mix around.

I am not saying that myself is now very mature or what but from the feedback, there is some changes i guess. Sometimes i am not sure what kind of feeling others will have on me but i am always trying to be myself. If there is difference, means the spirit inside myself is turning, and it's not the case that i am imitating others. That's really good, lead my own life, with my own style. ^^

Well, i like the word "turning" more than "changing". Changing can be getting worse, but turning usually means changing into something / someone better. =DD


Looking into the world,

Sept 9, 2011
12.08PM

A NIGHT BEING PRINCESS

Don't laugh. I really feel i was a princess coz if it's me in my ordinary life, i wouldnt have the chance to even step in Rasa Sayang, don't even mention having buffet there. But this has become a reality last night, when i had my very first hotel buffet dinner in the hotel. The most surprising was the lounge, i was like: wow! i never imagine i can even step in such place! This is what we call : "open eyes big big". LOL.



September 6, 2011
11.17PM

Blurring My Vision

“青春是一場雨，即使感冒了，還會想再淋一次。”


讓我一大早就模糊了視線 - 《那些年，我們一起追的女孩》， 如此赤裸裸的，喚醒那封塵已久的回憶。

最原始的感動，最瘋狂的那段青春。

或許，十一月，我眼睛會再淋雨一次。




August 15, 2011
10.53AM

=D

Scrolling down in FB wall, i discovered that the girls who laughed and cried during those days in secondary school are all grown up. =)

Suddenly i miss the days, i miss how we could proudly express our feelings with the excuse of "we are passionate teenagers".

Now, when i look back at myself, i am just the same as them. I smile, feeling happy that i can now, finally, fully, take things easily, without asking the reasons, because it is not an obsession anymore.

^^

August 14, 2011
11.11PM

EXAM MODE

Okay, as usual, i have no mood to study just before exam. I haven't finished all my revision, for your information, yet i feel very lazy for it. Hmm, as usual. =D

The reason i hate going through the pass year is it reminds me that i've actually forgotten everything i've studied. 0.o That's a painful reality though things can be in the way that i might not be able to memorize the facts i shd've remember but i can actually crap and the answer might be correct as well. The problem is the perception matter - the facts listed in the notes are the most accurate. So when i see the pass year and my mind goes blank, i would tend to search for the answer and when i find the notes, i would need to memorize everything AGAIN. SIGH.

But it's a belief of "need to go through pass year". So if i didn't go though it, i would feel my study and revision not completed. SIGH SIGH. So i go though, mind goes blank, and memorizing.....? Stay away from me, i would never keep everything in mind. =D =D

What else can i say?



ALL THE BEST TO YOU LAH, SHIYEE.

August 14, 2011
2.25PM