I'VE ALREADY GET THE MEANING! ^^

I really meant it, for everything. There is something happening recently and it gets me to see myself and my surrounding clearer. I get to know my weaknesses and bad attitude, though different people have different opinion. I am really committed now, and i am going to change whatever i don't like. I mean, if you don't like people to do these to you, you should also not to do these to people. Yeah, this is so right and i am going to change all my bad attitude. Though i don't really know whether i can do it, i will still try my best.

Sometimes, i do believe that if your heart is already broken/hurt, it will never recover. It's true, so i didn't blame or angry on anyone. Just that i still hope for the best, because i still take them as my friends, good friends. But i also understand that i cannot force people to think and act as the same with me, this is rather unfair for everyone. Let the time tells us everything, if there is still a hope, things will definitely get better as time goes by.

Anyway, i don't really hope for perfect - i don't expect everyone to like me. This is impossible - TOTALLY. So my friends told me i am really fine, but i will still make myself better, at lease, be a person that i like, at lease, i am satisfied with who i am. So i will just be me - Tan Shi Yee, and with a little changes in the future (maybe).


Anyway, everything is totally fine. I have thought of it and i won't be so sensitive and so emotional anymore. Just take everything easy - this is my conclusion.

Today is a happy night. ^^

July 30, 2010

10.20PM