BETTER DON'T MENTION ANYMORE

I heard something that freaked me out today. I never thought to meet such silly person in my life.

I quite agree that humans always magnify own strengths and other weaknesses. I also did that honestly. But silly person does this in the wrong time and wrong way. Excuse me, i've clarified everything before taking any action. Since i've expressed my willingness and intention and you've rejected it, what else is the issue? You told me you won't, but now you're blaming we don't (only those who know what's happening will understand :D)?

Acting innocent in front of lecturers won't make you look better. Lecturers may be fond off you, but you're just so foolish and pretending in others' mind. Very hardworking, kononnya!

If you're going to mention anything about this again, i will get a BOMB for you.

December 28, 2010

6.22PM

HAD A HAIR CUT

I am kind of sick to keep my long hair, carefully maintaining it is quite a difficult and troublesome task to me, though i still like to style my hair. I always feel that my hair is rather different from others, where they can easy manage their hair but i can't. I want it straight, so i went for perming, but it ends up with 'S'. I want it curly, so i tried my best to style it, but it ends up in a messy.

This time, i have decided to have a cut on it. Of course, it doesn't really turn short above shoulder. Have a look.

Look nicer?? :D

December 27, 2010

6.17PM

TIME FILLED WITH REVISION

You know, yesterday was X'mas, it is quite expected that there will be a series of TV shows (movies, drama, award giving ceremonies, etc). So i spent my whole day watching TV with my books, without ignore my Cityville.

I somehow feel that i didn't really put much effort this time. Be honest, though i need to cover only 4 subjects this time, the subjects are now much more difficult. Let's take CF as example, i don't even know where to focus. And things get worse when the lecturer lost the pass year final exam papers. Sigh, where should i start, and how should i start my revision?

AAP is still fine. The notes are well organized, really gonna thank the lecturer. PM is in a mess as well. There are too much theories, and i don't like it because the theories are confusing. I study the concept but i dunno how the question is structured to ask for the application of the concept. I hate memorizing, so i don't want to by hard everything, so i must get to know how i can apply the concept to answer the question.

Tax is too much for me. Tax is basically LAW and need to be memorized. But it is too much to be memorized. If i were to by hard everything, i will end up in confusion, no doubt. So i choose not to memorize, instead looking at the pass year questions and ACCA questions to get to know the common issues that will be tested.

I hope my plan works, for now it is still in a delay. Sigh, since when i become so lazy...? :D

Study Hard!!!

December 26, 2010

10.34AM

WHAT'S WRONG?

I admit i really like to talk bad things about others and gossip. But what's wrong?

Some people said it is not good because of karma things. I do admit and believe this because of my religion as well. But i also believe something which is called "born to gossip". Hey, don't laugh, it's true. I quite believe in Horoscope description because it really reflects my characteristics (PS: I am a Gemini). If you know it well, Gemini LIKES to gossip, and i believe i was born to gossip as well.

I am a very emotional people. I used to be, and will try to control my emotion in future but i believe it won't help much. It is something inherent i believe, which i can't eliminate just by 'controlling'. So I will still go on with gossiping. Emotional people is very sensitive and will easily be irritated by others, in words and even actions. So i can't hide my feeling as if nothing happens. I must express my anger if i really get irritated, even if others feel i am thinking too much or overacting. Hey, expressing feeling is good for health! If you really feel exploding, you have to let yourself burst! Then you will find yourself to have a very good mood and relaxing mind.

It's true to ignore some people which are not worth for us to concern with. But the fact is they are always appearing in front of us and how can we ignore? Right? So no matter how we persuade ourselves, they will still come into our mind and finally irritate us because we will always magnify the weaknesses of people that we hate. So, just express how much you dislike them!

Theory of health! =D

December 12, 2010

10.25PM

THAT KIND OF PERSON

I was having a good chat with my sis this afternoon in J Coffee, QB. We were talking about something that i never imagine she would talk about it - her love life. The story is, a guy in her class is now going after a girl who used to be her good friend when she first went into college. She is her classmate and group member. The issue is another friend of hers discovered that that girl is quite a hypocrite in the sense that she is a person with different characteristics in front of guys and in front of girls, separately. She has attitude and 'activities' which the guys do not know, including that specific guy who is going after her.

I didn't get very shocked listening to her words. That girl appears in this way to me at the very first time i saw her. The only thing that i didn't expect is the attitude of 'acting'. This actually reminds me of many persons which i came across in these years. Sometimes i will feel really depressed. I naively thought this kind of person will only appear in drama, which in other words, 'created'. But there are just TOO MANY in real life! It is seriously scary! The problem is, that person (usually will be a girl) is acting, and you know it, but your dear friend (usually is a guy) just does not know, and the biggest and disappointing issue is HE IS SO FOND OF HER! Even some guys who actually knows the real attitude of that kind of girls, they will still go after her, and they will say "love is blind".

I really hate hypocrite because i feel it is a waste of time to interact with such people as you will never know their true face. It is even hateful than someone criticize me behind me. I mean, at lease the criticizer is showing his/her 'true' face to others. Keep on asking "what are there such person?" is not a really good way to get answers, because there is no answer. I just cannot understand why are there such person who wants to make her life so busy with different images in front of different people. She is making people to look down on her, because at the very first place she looks down on herself that she has to survive with a mask! Oops, it should be many masks!

Sometimes, it's not that we want to look down on people, but it's actually those people who makes us to look down on them!

December 12, 2010

10.05PM

AFTER SUCH A LONG TIME...

Wow! Viewing my last post reminded me that i have not visited my dear blog for such a long time! I mean, i used to add entries quite often, like once a week averagely. So it is really A LONG TIME! Well, what motivates me to visit it again? My busy life with assignments! I've finally done compiling two assignments! Though there is a test in coming Tuesday, i still feel that i should reward myself a restful night before doing my last minute dash for the test. So, i am here. =D

Starting my night by viewing friends' blog, i got tired after just a few posts. Sigh, i am still not really a good readers, though i always thought i am. Anyway, the important part is, i decided to update mine as well, but i dunno what to write, because there is too much to be written! Haha.

So i decided to take everything easy, slowing organizing my thought into entries, and yeah, the ending of a restful night is always "BED". =D

December 12, 2010

9.39PM