Short of Idea


I was thinking it has been a long time since my last visit and post and so i opened a new tab and went into blogger dash board. I glanced through the updated blog posts that i follow and clicked on stat which is my usual habit. This was when i shocked that someone or perhaps some people in United Kingdom viewed my blog the most, i mean the click from United Kingdom into my blog was the highest. Whoever you are, thanks for the support. =DDDD

Okay, talk about the reason i didn't visit for a long time - I AM SHORT OF IDEA! Well, I admit i ain't a romantic person. I wouldn't take pictures of my food and landscape around and get them posted with long captions. I also wouldn't write much review of any movies as i am very forgetful person that i wouldn't be able to remember every single scene in the movie and i find that with such personality it's hard to write review. And i wouldn't talk about drama because i simply don't watch LOL!

Okay, what about daily life? Someone might suggest: "You can post about what happen around!". Errrr what happen around ar??? Well, it must be something that is very extraordinary for me to remember and spend time posting. Thank god that my life isn't too hard that many obstacles are around. And basically my life isn't exciting - i don't club, don't celebrate much for festival, don't join events, don't travel, don't have much friends, don't hang out much (when i am occupied like now), don't work, don't interact with much people, etc. Boring, huh?

Some people asked me: "What are you doing when you don't even watch drama?" And i stunned. True, on what did i spend my time? Until now i still couldn't find very perfect answer, i would say it is spent on ACCA studies and facebook??? Then i must be very hard working. =.= Hmm Perhaps also interaction with family members - jogging, pasar, hanging out, shopping, etc? Hmm whatever it is, i just always make sure my day is not wasted.

So you see, i don't have much chances to snap photos and post, and basically i don't have such habit as well. So what to blog? So you can see usually my posts are about my inner feelings. Recently it is less basically because of some reasons: my feeling is conquered by somebody more important and no space for other issues; and also i have been learning to care less on matters which i shouldn't have cared much.

First of all, i am bored in this combination of characteristics. Don't like me? Fine, i am not waking up everyday to impress you. LOL Babe said one. Sometimes we just couldn't avoid criticism because there are such people who don't like us. As we also complain people, we should let people to criticize us as well. LOL.

Then, we couldn't avoid the personalities variation of people around us. Some people are fake but they didn't know that i know; are rude that thinking their way of speaking and acting are fashion and style; are foolish until they didn't realize it has been shown thoroughly; are childish and act like children to "count" with you; are proud thinking they are the best and have the best; are cunning in making friends with purpose; and some act innocent so that people will care more about them and what we did to them is definitely wrong; etc. We are not perfect enough to criticize them and we have no right to blame them. All we can do is complaining to our beloved, and let the matter passes. So though i was stupid before, i now think it is not necessary for me to endanger my health by getting angry on such people.

So.. less blog. =D

But i couldn't deny that sometimes some matters still bother us, of course with less magnitude. Sometimes i also will be frustrated: "Why the hell is there such people in the world?!"

But i always remind myself with this quote: "Sometimes we need to forget some people from our past because they just don't belong in our future." And also "People we have met and do not get along well with are the people who will not be participating in your future life". So sometimes if we think over again, some people and matters actually aren't worth too much attention from us.

Live happily and stay alert. I should and will just let people be how they are right now. Just don't take advantage on people and don't let people taking advantage on us. =)))

July 29, 2012
4.10PM