First of all, congratulations to myself that i have found a job (though its about one month ago). I have experienced the life of normal working adults for almost a month. I am actually very glad that i am able to start working on 2 Jan as it meets my original goal. Previously i was quite worried that i could not find a job and end up spending my time meaningless. Thank God that i have been blessed with opportunity to widen my knowledge and experience.
What to say about my job? I seem to be the youngest in my team but i keep on reminding myself that i should not act as if i am young. Respecting seniors and be careful on every motion and word would need to be in my mind all the time. Another thing is the office is really COLD. I still shivered even i have put on my coat. Luckily i have rather used to such temperature recently so i won't really shiver after i put on my coat. However, the big contrast of weather inside and outside the office has caught me flu at last (last Friday). I am still in recovering stage.
My work is routine in nature. However i of course still would not feel bored as i am still in the learning path. Seriously i haven't got everything in my fingertips yet and this sometimes makes me feel quite pressure when i have lots of outstanding tasks on hand but i just have to do it slowly due to unfamiliarity. This makes me quite fed up with the work and it depresses me for a short moment. I recognize that i am a slow learner and i would often make mistakes before i get used to everything. I felt bad when i did wrong and my supervisor had to cover me up. That was also depressing. However, i guess i just need time and patience to get familiarized with all these. Add more oil then!
My working hours suggest that my life is rather free and easy, but this is still not the case for a learner like me as i often need to work overtime to get things done. However i still manage to get home on time occasionally and am able to accompany mom for a jog at 5.15pm.
Seriously, i don't think it is wise for me to be depressed or taking care of minor issues like working hours. I am looking forward for a personal development opportunity in my career and i have been reminded that this is quite challenging. As i have always said, challenges is defined as what we view them as. I view them as chances to grow stronger and enhance oneself and so i believe a brighter future would be waiting for me. =)))
Jan 28, 2013
4.08PM
