I make this RESTRICTED is because, i admit, i really scared people quoting my blog again. I let some people seeing this, but i dunno how they will respond or what they will do... But just, i really want to express my feeling.
Recently, something happened, and people are separated into two parts. Actually i have not much comments on who is right and who is wrong, because after all, argument is always caused by two sides. But now i get the meaning of this separate - because of different point-of-view. I mean, everyone views things in different ways, and i finally discover that i am more towards THIS way.
Actually everything started here. I admit to some extent, it is really my fault. And then everything just came. I also wish everything is not the way i thought but it is just so obvious. Is there really no purpose of leaving a gap between, physically and mentally? And is it really meant to be the best arrangement when we are left as if we are outsiders? Is it really because of avoiding to interrupt my schedule when we are not included? Are those signs? To me, yes, and i was once very angry. But now, i just let it go.
Anyway, this might just be my own opinion and feeling, but consideration should also be taken on the reasons making me feel this way. But it is really useless and unnecessary to blame people. I mean, privacy and right still stand, we can't interrupt. So i just take it easy.
Then a THING causes comments. Actually i understand the feeling. But be honest there is nothing wrong. Even this is done in purpose, no one can be blamed bcoz of RIGHTS. But i want to say a reality - THE THING HAS NO OTHER PURPOSES! If the truth is going to be twisted, i have nothing to say also.
And the leakage is getting bigger and bigger becoz of this. The biggest surprise is really a shock to us. I don't understand why this is happening. Even if something wrong has been done, people do not deserve to be treated like this. I get rather irritated that day, though thing is not happening on me. I just can't believe this to happen. This is rather obvious about who is wrong, well, it should be, who is in the greater disadvantage. Yet no sorry at all but telling the victim not to make the things worst. In another words, it's like "okay lah, just forget about it lah!" What? Oh i really cannot accept and so i really don't talk since that.
And now, things have become the worst. I think people with eyes will all know about this. But i won't want to comment much. Just let it be.
August 11, 2010
11.17PM
