I am happy because my effort DID pay off! I got a really good result which i did not expect myself getting it. I am happy that it is not only a dream in my life. However, it somehow turns up to be a rather bad influence on my attitude towards studies. Now that i know getting such result is not just a dream, i keep on reminding myself to work harder to maintain it. Hence, i started my studies from the very first week of Sem 2 and yesterday, i suddenly felt that i was pressing too much on myself until i couldn't even breathe as normal. I didn't let myself to be away of books for even a moment! I don't want such life!
Now, still, I AM HAPPY, because yesterday i found the reason of my pressure and i decided to take everything easy. It doesn't really important whether to maintain the cgpa, because as long as we have put in enough effort, no matter how good or how bad the result is, we have no regret as we have done our best. Quoted from my pig - "Something we have to let something go." Yeah, letting the hope of maintaining the result will make myself better, i believe it.
So, after i have solved my conflict, I AM HAPPY. =D
October 1, 2010
6.10PM
