I discovered that i like to fill up my time with work. One A1 told me that auditor in China actually died because of too much workload. It sounds scary, but i still prefer life with work rather than life without work. I mean, maybe i was born like this, or i was trained to be like this, i can't stand the days without work. I will feel this is a waste of my time. I want to fill my time meaningfully. So i guess i will become an auditor next time. But i have a problem here. I might be very busy until i don't have time for others. So... I don't know how to write here, but this is really a big concern for me. A BIG ONE. I mean, the concern is about, how i deal with the "others", i will still carry on my wish to become an auditor. =D See la, if i really can't stand, i might quit someday. =D But i think i can. LOL.
Someone said my mind changed after internship. I guess this is very normal. I've heard others saying that becoming an auditor isn't really an easy job because you need to work until very late. Now i really experienced how the life of an auditor is. So it's very natural for me to change my thinking. I start to look into future and consider all the factors if my future life is way like this.
On last Thursday, i reached at about 11++, almost 12. My dad sms-ed me and asked why i am so late. I guess if next time i go back to KPMG, my dad might be asking this same question everyday, will he? LOL. My mom is still fine, she understands this is work. And i have a hard time dealing this with BIG PIG at my home. He said he can understand when i really come out to work, but i really didn't know how much he can understand... If i really become permanent employee, i will be even worse than now, because my style is, if i am working, i won't bother about others. My mom really knows my pattern well, she knows. But i don't think BIG PIG can stand. How??? Let thing becomes what it should be la. =D
Okay, just a small part for internship. I learnt a lot this week handling the roll forward of the inventory. Finally my job is done and i want to thank the A2 that guided me for all these. I can't imagine if he is not around how i could finish my job. I kept on pouring questions to him although he is not so free to answer me. So sorry yet so thankful to him.
This week is still a happy one, though i have to work until very late, even after i am back to home. I guess i am used to it? No, i am still very "young" to talk about this. We will see how. =D
I am ending my internship soon, feeling not going back to college, wanna stay here~~~~~ haha.
April 16, 2011
10.21AM
