Well, i was back to office for two days and i am glad that i actually happened to meet a few TARC trainees and have lunch with them. I thought i would be alone at first, not knowing some of them would actually go back. We were very happy chatting and sharing our experience of dealing with clients. Some clients are really nice, and one of my friends actually met those nice one, which she now thinks herself is very lucky compared to us. LOL. Whereas for us, actually still fine lah, it's just that either we got some difficult jobs or we met some troublesome clients. It's, anyway, a great experience, and a great chance for us to learn what's patience. Like my senior said, we will be very "thick-face" after becoming an auditor. LOL.
Hmm... The past week i was still going to Prai, for three days. Guess what time i was back to home? Around 11pm+. Serious. The first day was a terrible one, with everyone not knowing until when we would be working. So everyone did not prepare for dinner, ending up being hungry for the whole night. That's a really bad day. So, the next day, we headed to bakery and kedai runcit for bread and biscuit. The situation was just like we would actually be camping at client's office! LOL. Everyone was so scared to be hungry again at night. Some people even proposed to buy mattress and pillow, without forgetting tooth paste and brush. LOL. I said this is more like "outstation".
I finally have work to do, have a thing to be busy with. I am happy with life like this, though some issues i have to think and think and think. This client is a big one so sometimes i might not be able to get what i want. So i was really busy searching for what so called audit evidence (finally i know what's that! =D) and verifying client's statement. But i really learnt a lot. I must thank my senior for trusting me and let me handle the whole EE5.1 section. LOL though i know she allocated me for this job is not because she trusts me. I sometimes feel that i am very stupid because my thinking is very straight. If i am asked to finish a task, i must be explained clearly only i will know what i should do. And if i don't understand, i will keep on pouring questions to seniors. I guess they will feel very troublesome and annoyed for having a trainee like me. But nvm, we have to learn. I did many things wrongly but i learnt from that. Maybe i am born to learn new things in this way and i accept it. I need to be grateful for all the chance i have for me to explore the world. This is what life is, it doesn't come in the way you wish, instead it enriches you with obstacles and provide you a learning path. So after you have gone through it, you will be a great person with enriched knowledge and experience. Nice. =D I couldn't believe i wrote this. =)
I just happened to browse through one of my friends' blog and she said, she thinks she falls in love with someone. I don't know who that is but i have feeling to share my opinion. If who she means is a senior in the firm, i think she might be just "admire" him but not falling in love.
If you admire a person, you'll sure be happy to see him or even work with him. When you don't see him (maybe in office) you might be wondering where he is. Is he out to client's office? I think all these are very normal for "admiring".
Also, she said one of her friends said admiring for more than two weeks might be falling in love, which i don't really agree lah. There must be reasons for you to admire a person, and if you work with him for more than two weeks, it's quite impossible for you to stop admiring someone after two weeks right? The reasons will always be there, because he is he himself.
If you ask me will i have the same experience? I will say of course. Everyone will meet someone they really admire when first join a community (not only firm but also a community like new friends group and new classmates). As for me, KPMG has a lot of seniors who are really capable and nice. They might not know they are really awesome, but a person will shine when he/she is confident, capable and nice to person around him/her. I hope in future i might be someone like this. =D I am always imagining if i have a trainee... LOL You might be laughing as i have not even ended my internship, that's still long way from here. But it will arrive soon, someday. i will be treating him/her very nice i guess, if my temper is in control. =D
April 9, 2011
4.16PM
