You know this feeling is extraordinary. It's even more painful than being lost in love. And the most unbelievable point is - i thought it's alright, but finally now i know it's not so.
When you trusted a person so well that you never think he/she will stab you in behind, and when you know he/she actually did, you will feel your heart is empty. Like being betrayed, but it's not a betrayal.
Anyway, it's okay, i will make through it. I will pick up the pieces and reshape my heart. I will endure everything and finally walk out of it.
After all, i've never done anything for her since i joined. Perhaps this is the only thing i can do for her.
Or perhaps, i should say, i never have done anything for them. I am sorry for being causing such many trouble.
ALL THE BEST.
October 15, 2011
3.59PM
