2012 --> 2013

Okay, since everyone is talking about the end of 2012, i am going to share mine too. =D Well, i didn't set goal at the beginning of the year so i guess i have not much thing to write, but i still have some embedded goals which i have really accomplished in this year:

1. Graduating from TARC Advanced Diploma
2. Successfully completed all ACCA professional level papers in 2012

I thought for a moment but i guess these are the two main one. Basically i only think of studying in 2012 as i wish to finish everything in the year. I have already felt myself too old for employment.

I just discovered that working part time during study isn't really a bad thing. Besides gaining account-related experience to compliment ACCA, it is a good way to fill up idle time and to earn money! HAHAZm Now that i step into workforce, i start to recognize the importance of "accumulating" money. =D

Well, if i were to say regrets in 2013, i guess the above would be the major regret of mine for the year. But positive thinking is needed - to fully study ACCA is a good way to ensure full commitment and thus increase the possibility of passing the papers. So after all it is still not that bad. =)

In addition, i am so glad to receive a good news just before i enter into 2013 - I've got a job offer! So officially i would be employed in the year of 2013 (if no changes) and become a fresh employee among the workforce! As for my 2013 wishes, i sincerely hope to

1. Earn and accumulate money (as much as possible =D)
2. Help babe in completing his ACCA (no matter how long it takes =D).

I am a dull and boring person. I only concern about my study/work and my family (including future husband xD). So my goals will all about these. =D

Wish myself all the best!

Found some quotes to encourage myself (and also you - the readers) xD: 










And the most is to believe:


PS:


=)))

Dec 31, 2012

6.01PM

Life during the gap of graduating and working

Such a weird title huh? LOL. Its okay i feel weird too. xD Anyway, here to update my recent life as i realized my last post is about graduation. Wow! That has been almost two months ago! Okay, what have i done in these two months? First of all, i have finished my ACCA exams. Bear in mind that i have COMPLETED exams and not PASSED the exams. Though i still hope for the best that i can just pass by this sitting, i am still leaving a space under certainty to express my worry towards the exams. Its really tough, man!

So, after my exams, i have official become an unemployed. xD So this is the time i actively search for a job. Well, probably because i never search for jobs before, i feel very depressed when i see companies rejecting me, and that really adds pressure to me. It makes me feel i am not wanted. So i face a hard time and accelerate my job applications that i apply for all jobs that i feel i can handle the task requirements and that i feel i have a great chance to be selected. Anyway, i am still unemployed now. xD Sigh.

Well, my friends told me that i should actually enjoy my sweet holiday and never get too worry. But i am too unlucky. I am a person who never get satisfied to only sit at home without doing anything. I feel myself get rotten if i am in that situation. Some said this is called unlucky to have no chance to enjoy relaxing life! Hahaz. But seriously, i feel happier if my time is filled with things to do. So what to do? Find job. xD

Okay, update until here. See ya!

Companies have so many applicants! How should i make myself outstanding? 

PS: Anyway, as i start attending interviews, i will get less and less pressured. Perhaps interview experience is also a good thing. xD

December 29, 2012

11.36AM

It's TARC Graduation Season!

Finally, after waiting for 10 months, the day has arrived! Starting from the day before (2 Nov 2012) we were busy especially for my family because we were going for family photo shooting. And because the gown must be returned at the same day at which the graduation ceremony was held, we have to squeeze our photo shooting into Friday afternoon. So this made us to start busy since Friday morning until Saturday night, and i have to attend class on Sunday, making myself having not enough sleep for 3 days consecutively. This was a true tiring event that i ended up sleep until 9 am on Monday morning. 

I was late to collect gown on Friday and ended up taking S size with large cutting because there were no difference between my sis' M size and my S size. How ridiculous! And we headed to studio for photo shooting at around 3.30pm allowing time for makeup and hairdo. The makeup was very nice and i tried to observe so that i could create similar effect with my own makeup on the graduation day though i still have a lot to learn. The photo shooting was fine and the photos were nice. We went back home at around 7pm and settled down everything by almost 9pm. So we had not much time for Facebook and rest. The most pity person was my beloved sister who still need to do revision for next week test! 

So i woke up at 6.30am for makeup and breakfast. I spent about one hour for makeup and i felt this is really ridiculous! I didn't even have time to properly eat breakfast. Arriving at college, i dashed to registration point and was then busy helping each other to wear gown. Mom was busy choosing the bouquets for us. 

We entered the hall at about 920am and the ceremony started. There were no VIP this year except the principal of Tunku Abdul Rahman so the ceremony start punctually at 10am.

After the ceremony, we were busy taking photos around the college. The surrounding was packed with graduates and it's quite hard for us to move around with such huge and heavy gown. And one fact mustn't be ignored - IT'S REALLY HOT!!! 

I didn't capture much, only these: 

Babe

Sister

Family

Assignment team members

Lecturer - Dr. Janice

So after the ceremony we headed for food and home later. Babe was too tired that he fell deeply asleep until the dinner time and we dashed to Queensbay for a dinner with friends. 

Thanks to Ting Ern for all the UK funny stories! It made up our night. 

At last, i slept at 12.30am. LOL. On Sunday, i took the photos. 

And that's it. The end of TARC life. Doubt i will miss it, but it is certain that i will miss TARC more than Sum Sun and PCGHS - more things to learn, more people to interact, more challenging life and more excitement.

Nov 05, 2012

6.15PM 

Nature of human

Well, let's make a quick summary on some of my thoughts and discussions tonight.

1. Humans often look and listen to matters from one sided. 
This is absolutely true because i have experienced it not long ago. When people start to avoid you and show their annoyance on you, you will know something has happened, without giving you any chance on clarifying the situation. The most upset fact is the one who often influences people in this way is the one "SEEM" to be very pity and being bullied by the one who "DOESN'T EVEN HAVE CHANCE TO CLARIFY", and due to sympathy people often believe the one "SEEM TO BE BULLIED". Most of those people are intelligent people and those who think themselves intelligent and correct. I was once people like this that i made conclusion very quick and thoughtless. And i would say my babe who is not this type of people helps a lot in triggering my thought from different sides.

Nevertheless this situation can't be helped as this is human nature. Less people will view things from two sides, rationally and objectively. So we have this called “潛意識”.

2. Humans often can't differentiate between discussing and criticizing. 
For instance, a friend posts a status that will trigger discussion. You go and comment something against that status stance because you do not agree with the view and so you share out your thoughts. However most of the time people will think you purposely object and make him/her "faceless", or that you hate that so much that you have to mess up the comments of their status. Well, in reality, most of the times these are just discussion. People will definitely have different stances and this is completely fine. Discussion often triggers thoughts to view things from different side and we learn from that. Sadly most of the people do not know how to LEARN.

Nevertheless humans are emotional animals. People will often facts with emotions without realizing they allow their emotions to overtake the brain cells in interpreting things.

3. Humans often think themselves deserves a lot of things. 
Okay, we can view this from guys' point-of-view and girls'. Very sorry but i have to say girls nowadays are very, or perhaps too, dominant in relationship. I often see quotes like "girls who are helping guys to save money shouldn't be treated badly by guys", which sounds very correct, but in contrast the post titled "the function of boyfriends" lists down 18 "functions" of boyfriends, as if bfs must have these "functionality" to be qualified as bfs. I mean, hello girls, you think helping in saving is a great job and should be appreciated, but the 18 jobs bfs have done for you are like granted? Then i tell you you don't even WORTH to have that bf.
And guys often think they deserve pretty girls at their side. Should you be gifted a mirror for self clarification? I wouldn't want to say much d as this sickness of guys are already too common that AGAIN emotions have overtaken the objectivity of guys in viewing themselves and how much they deserve.

Nevertheless, no people is obligated to treat anyone good and no people is obligated to be treated good as well. I always believe this sentence that i appreciate everything people have done for me and i hope people will do the same to me. No one deserves anything until the one has done something.

Kind of disagree with my points? Always feel free to comment as i can differentiate between discussing and criticizing, at lease. xD

Nov 1, 2012

11.27PM

Graduation, finally

Finally, the day that i have been waiting for since January has almost arrived. Although i have experienced it before it still brings excitement to me. It is kind of a symbol or representation to me and a ceremony after which i can finally get my graduation certificate (because of this cert i almost couldn't claim my ACCA exemption!). Anyway, i am still very looking forward to the moment of walking towards the center of the stage.

Many changes occurred between this period (Jan-Nov). People have been choosing their own separated path and we are no longer moving as a group or class like before. Some go for degree, some go for ACCA, some go for both and some choose to work. No matter which path is chosen, i still sincerely hope everyone is doing good in anywhere they belong.

And of course, the one big thing is i have found the one. I think until my marriage only i will confirm with you whether he is the one in the rest of my life, but by now i am happy with it. It's already near 7 months ad i still didn't see conflict in our thought. Okay look carefully, it is THOUGHT. Now i feel the thing that holds on a relationship is THOUGHT. When two person have the same thought and believes, they will work hard towards the same direction for the purpose of arriving at same destination.

So i guess until now i feel grateful for meeting him, and i feel grateful that he understands me well. Sometimes i don't even need to explain more that he would know what i mean by a sentence. I think this also means he views matters in the same way as mine. If i say i dislike a person, i don't even need explain why but he knows the reasons and thinks the same. That's really a type of relationship that i have long waited. I can present the true side of myself freely in front of him without worries, and i don't need to explain or be scared off misunderstanding when interacting with him.

So i guess with him, i don't even need many friends. If you already have someone who thoroughly understands you, you would rather talk to him instead of other people to whom you can't freely talk and those who do not have the same thought with you and view things differently.

=)

Nov 1, 2012

10.28PM

Cute and handsome babe of mine

I know i am not beautiful enough to be the focus. I just wanna draw your attention to my cute and handsome babe. xD

xD xD xD

October 03, 2012

11.19PM

Dating

I remember one of my friends exclaimed when she saw my sis following me while so called "dating". And everyone are pointing fingers on me causing myself to believe i really did wrong at that time. Until last few months when i first told my babe about this issue, his first reaction made me shocked: "What can't your sis follow us?"

According to him, as long as he is with me, that's dating. It doesn't matter with who i am bringing, even though there is a huge group of friends, he doesn't mind, as long as i am with him. This made me rethink my perception. Could it be possible that the matter is just some people couldn't accept it, or i should say it's probable that most people could not accept this, but there are still some who are more realistic and considerate.

I wouldn't say that friend of mine is wrong or what 'cause that is her perception and thinking. She might have the fortune in her life to enjoy her little world with only her beloved and ignore others. And maybe this is the case for most of my friends who are pointing fingers on me too.

But sadly such luxurious life is not for me. Love is not about two-person matter, but it's about two-families matter. And i am so glad to have found someone who understands this and does not always stress on two-persons private moment. I mean of course private moment is important, but it isn't necessary to happen only in shopping malls. For us, two persons spending a day reading books at home can also be a sweet private moment. So we don't see there is any problems of bringing family members for outing as we value every moment we spend together.

"As long as you're at my side."

You have a great life, and i have a simple life to work hard for my beloved family, now and future.

=)

And another thing is, i don't see any problem with "dating at home". Some people consider dating to only happen in outing, while this is not what i think. And they end up spending a lot and complaining they are getting fat because they have eaten a lot, or they do not have time for studies or assignments. All these are bullshit for me. Having bf/gf isn't something that should affect your daily life. If people need to "spend time for dating", that's really pity and one day they will end up being tired of this life. And dating can be cost-less, as long as humans kick off their foolish thinking of "dating=outing".

Well, i date at home. =)

October 03, 2012

11.03PM

Don't want to study blek!

I still don't want to study! blek =p =p =p

清靜

雖然不敢說自己是什麽“智者”，可是其實一早就領悟到了“沉默”的好處。很多時候不關自己的事還是少說為妙，多聼但不多講才是智者所為。明明知道這個道理，有時候還是無法忍受的要去評論。
Argh, one para in Chinese caused me to death. LOL. What i meant was, in this society, it's better to listen rather than comment. I have known it for a long time but it's very hard for opinion-based people like me to do so. I accept people's opinion and won't get angry or annoyed by opinions in different direction. And then i realize i expect others to do the same - foolish me. This world consists of people with different characteristics and most of the people are emotional - they can't accept criticism easily. And they can't accept different opinions easily too.
So perhaps i should just lessen my comments and listen to others. I am trying my very best in this few days, starting with facebook, and i hope this will last.
And hey, listening sometimes bring humour!
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If you know what i mean. xD

Sep 05, 2012

9.51PM

Another style...

Another one from which i gain satisfaction. 

This idea was very spontaneous, i have no original plan when i blew my hair. I was just thinking to make it curl so that my hair has 'volume' but not messy. The moment when i tried to tie it up i liked the effect and so this was done. 

Sorry if my foolishness and skill-less fact have made you laugh, i hope my this little satisfaction does not hurt your eyes. =)

Ta-dah!

The side view.

And this is after the event, you can see lots of baby hair coming out. It was a home-based event so i didn't apply mousse and make-up. 

And this is my handsome babe. <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">

Sep 02, 2012

11.35AM

Most satisfied

This is by far the most satisfied hairstyle of mine recently. Those to expert this maybe nonsense and rubbish, but to me i am very satisfied as this is only made up by a small clip, hair dryer and round comb. So i would say i am very happy with the result, will stick to this style by now. xD

Seeing the Difference

I told one of my friends before that i must send my kids to Chinese school for better discipline. But now i am rethinking my this decision.

I am from Chinese school, and all the while i have been thinking Chinese school is the best in controlling discipline. This is true in fact, until now i never deny it. What alters my thought is - is being discipline that good?

You know i have been doing excellently in my discipline, handing in assignments in time, being punctual to class (most of the time la xD), finishing all the homework, etc etc etc. But being a very disciplined student, i don't feel myself is happy (errr i mean not really happy being a good student, you get me?). What's the point being a well-known so called "GOOD" student with all the good comments from lecturers but not really happy about this achievement and didn't really know what this achievement is all about and how it helps?

So i was thinking, what is meant by discipline? Discipline is behaving good, not doing things in a wrong way, and saying good words, huh? It may be that i don't seek for others compliments and i don't commit myself to impress people, i don't feel like acting as a 100% human. So i don't feel like behaving in a way people wish, i just wanna be myself; and i don't feel like doing things in the way that people think is right because i have my own judgments; and i don't feel like saying good words to people who very obviously does not deserve that.

I think the more valuable moral value is being "responsible" instead of discipline. Humans are different in nature, but discipline attempts to integrate people to behave in the same way. So i feel being responsible is more important, knowing what you do and preparing to accept any possible consequences. Learning from every experience and taking those as reference.

Here comes the question on my mind that why some people cannot accept their own flaws? I mean humans make mistakes, this is norm. So what's important is to learn from mistakes. I've been told that it may be that some humans are offended from past experience. But for me, past experience is treasure, it teaches us what we can't learn from textbook. I accept the mistakes i've made in the past, and i don't avoid it. But somehow i understand why some people avoid it, just for comfort i guess. I hope those people are not trying to hide all past mistakes and build a "window dressing" profile for themselves.

And here, i feel Chinese ed students are not good in this area. This is because (i dunno about other schools but) i've been taught to have no mistakes. I've been looked down for a poorer result in a particular sem, and i've been punished for being careless in my job. I am not saying punishments are wrong or i don't deserve punishments, i am just saying the punishments designed by my teachers are in the way that "trains" or should we say "constructs" us to be a perfect human. The punishments tell us, mistakes are not allowed to be a human with good credential. So i guess this is the reason for "window dressing" profile - we hope everything is the best for ourselves, so we don't face mistakes. Until last year, i think i still behave in this way.

But isn't learning from mistakes good?

The more people i see, the more doubtful i get. I wouldn't make any conclusion about Chinese ed and English ed, but i realize something - it all depends on human's personality and the way he/she is brought up. Family education is far most important. I hope i can provide a good one for my children. =)

And a little conclusion i've made for myself - When human gets older, she will finally develop her own justice and opinions. Then she will notice the difference between humans, and realize what she has been holding as principles are exactly how she is educated, but not what she wants.
PS: That "she" represents me. =D

Aug 14, 2012

11:22 PM

Day of cooking

This is my sausage octopus!!! Shall make more in different pattern in future. xD

Short of Idea

I was thinking it has been a long time since my last visit and post and so i opened a new tab and went into blogger dash board. I glanced through the updated blog posts that i follow and clicked on stat which is my usual habit. This was when i shocked that someone or perhaps some people in United Kingdom viewed my blog the most, i mean the click from United Kingdom into my blog was the highest. Whoever you are, thanks for the support. =DDDD

Okay, talk about the reason i didn't visit for a long time - I AM SHORT OF IDEA! Well, I admit i ain't a romantic person. I wouldn't take pictures of my food and landscape around and get them posted with long captions. I also wouldn't write much review of any movies as i am very forgetful person that i wouldn't be able to remember every single scene in the movie and i find that with such personality it's hard to write review. And i wouldn't talk about drama because i simply don't watch LOL!

Okay, what about daily life? Someone might suggest: "You can post about what happen around!". Errrr what happen around ar??? Well, it must be something that is very extraordinary for me to remember and spend time posting. Thank god that my life isn't too hard that many obstacles are around. And basically my life isn't exciting - i don't club, don't celebrate much for festival, don't join events, don't travel, don't have much friends, don't hang out much (when i am occupied like now), don't work, don't interact with much people, etc. Boring, huh?

Some people asked me: "What are you doing when you don't even watch drama?" And i stunned. True, on what did i spend my time? Until now i still couldn't find very perfect answer, i would say it is spent on ACCA studies and facebook??? Then i must be very hard working. =.= Hmm Perhaps also interaction with family members - jogging, pasar, hanging out, shopping, etc? Hmm whatever it is, i just always make sure my day is not wasted.

So you see, i don't have much chances to snap photos and post, and basically i don't have such habit as well. So what to blog? So you can see usually my posts are about my inner feelings. Recently it is less basically because of some reasons: my feeling is conquered by somebody more important and no space for other issues; and also i have been learning to care less on matters which i shouldn't have cared much.

First of all, i am bored in this combination of characteristics. Don't like me? Fine, i am not waking up everyday to impress you. LOL Babe said one. Sometimes we just couldn't avoid criticism because there are such people who don't like us. As we also complain people, we should let people to criticize us as well. LOL.

Then, we couldn't avoid the personalities variation of people around us. Some people are fake but they didn't know that i know; are rude that thinking their way of speaking and acting are fashion and style; are foolish until they didn't realize it has been shown thoroughly; are childish and act like children to "count" with you; are proud thinking they are the best and have the best; are cunning in making friends with purpose; and some act innocent so that people will care more about them and what we did to them is definitely wrong; etc. We are not perfect enough to criticize them and we have no right to blame them. All we can do is complaining to our beloved, and let the matter passes. So though i was stupid before, i now think it is not necessary for me to endanger my health by getting angry on such people.

So.. less blog. =D

But i couldn't deny that sometimes some matters still bother us, of course with less magnitude. Sometimes i also will be frustrated: "Why the hell is there such people in the world?!"

But i always remind myself with this quote: "Sometimes we need to forget some people from our past because they just don't belong in our future." And also "People we have met and do not get along well with are the people who will not be participating in your future life". So sometimes if we think over again, some people and matters actually aren't worth too much attention from us.

Live happily and stay alert. I should and will just let people be how they are right now. Just don't take advantage on people and don't let people taking advantage on us. =)))

July 29, 2012

4.10PM

Study moment

Practice time again! One thing i like about ptpl is the lecturer forces us to complete the exercise (she calls that assignment) every week and we are required to hand in. Also the feedback is awesomely fast! 
No pain no gain. Nothing is easy especially acca. Babe is also having hard time struggling in P2. But more important is we are working hard together, supporting each other to deal with such hardship. Hope all of us can successfully pass through this big obstacle!! All the best everyone!!!

19 July 2012 
22.35pm

T_T

Caught cold and starve. T_T

<3

 He insisted to show how handsome he is to prove my previous blog content. LOL. 

何苦

我常常跟別人說：“爲什麽要去喜歡一個看都知道跟你不可能的人？”

可是其實我了解他們的心態。人基本上都是這樣的 —— 得不到的永遠都是最好的。有些人或事，可能因爲一直都在身邊了，所以並不會想擁有，一些不屬於自己的東西。這心態我真的了解。

我或許。。。曾經。。。也這樣吧。遇到比較特別的，就毫不猶豫愛上了，拒他人於千里之外。

好。愛上了，沒話説。可是人就是犯賤，那個已經是不可能的人了，還一副對你愛理不理的樣子，可是我們偏偏就喜歡。

今早看到一個po寫：“女生是否覺得，特別有吸引力？” 其實不能否認的，這是chemical effect，我相信不只是女生，男生也一樣，都不會被一味奉承的人動心，因爲他們在我們眼裏沒有個性，也就沒有吸引力。所以，儘管一副無所謂的衰樣，我們還是會不知不覺摘下去。

我repost那個東西，可是我加了一句：“if the guy is still arrogant, the girl will eventually leave him too. At lease for me, i don't like to impress people who doesn't even know how to appreciate me.”

這是我的領悟，或許曾經，我也有相關的經歷，任憑我怎麽努力，還是覺得空虛，因爲縂覺得自己在打沒有人接的球。這種感覺其實很累的，可是犯賤的人們都還會抱著希望，希望有一天他可能會看到我們的努力，希望有一天他會接我們的球。所以就這樣一直等、一直等。。。終于有一天醒過來了。

爲什麽我要這樣作賤自己？我沒做錯什麽，爲什麽必須受到這樣的懲罰？爲什麽我要拒絕他人的關心，只是爲了迎合一個不知道儅我是誰的霸氣傢伙？？？我不應該這樣被對待的，我也有被疼愛的權利！

於是，他就出現了。我不敢說他完美，但至少他願意分享他的一切，願意和我承擔，願意和我一起努力。
他讓我知道，被疼愛是不用苦苦哀求的，是我deserve的東西。
他讓我知道，我可以是一個人的全部，而不是有空才找出來聊聊天、可有可無的對象。
他讓我知道，我deserve別人的努力，而不是只是我一味的在付出。
他也讓我知道，有人可以光明正大牽著我，跟全世界宣佈我就是他的女人，後果一起承擔。

一切一切的美好我都從他身上深深的體會到了。可能在閲讀得你會覺得等多一年兩年瓶頸就出來了。或許吧，但是我從不後悔我的選擇，怎樣都好，至少我努力過，不是單方面的那種。

還有，也不管你怎麽想。。。

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他，真，的，是，帥，到，不，行！

I never stare at a guy like the way i stare at him. He will ask "why? what happen?" Nah, nothing, i just wanna spend my time looking at your handsome face. =DDDD

可是不可以一直稱讚，現在已經夠厚臉皮料，尾巴會飛起來！


有些人，沒有想過會在一起，卻自然而然的在一起了。

=)

June 28, 2012

12.08AM

Tearing

用我的一生來換你的快樂。

June 13, 2012

2.23PM

Birthday

Wow, i still haven't written any post in June! So i shall start with my birthday. Kekezzz

I always thought my birthday is easy to remember as it is on 6 June. Fairly easy to remember yea? Haha. Thinking back the birthday celebrations i have had in the past, i've got the wishes from friends and family. However this year, i don't have any celebration partly due to my preparation for coming ACCA exams. And partly due to my thought - i don't think there is necessary to actually celebrate birthday. I would be very happy if i am still healthy and happy with all the people i love staying beside me.

Celebrations and presents are just tangible symbols. For me, the things that really build us a happy life are not physically possessed. Things like happiness do not simply come from celebrations and presents. It is felt by heart. =)

June 13, 2012

2.21PM

What a FOOLISH me!

All in a sudden, i just realized that i've been concerning too much. My mood has been swung by those unimportant people and matters that i shouldn't have concerned at all. And i dunno why, i suddenly discovered that this should not be the way i am living. I shouldn't care much about those people and matters but ignore the important person in my life! I should have spent my time enjoying the happiness i got from my beloved instead of debating with outsiders!

So, i have deleted my lists in Facebook. There is no point anymore to follow anyone's posts and status. There is also no reason to segregate Facebook friends into groups because all the friends are already the same. There is no point to comment and like much on Facebook either because only meaningful and important matters worth my attention. LOL.

Moreover, i should pay more attention to people paying attention on me. I just discovered that all my blog posts are about those unimportant matters but none about people who love me. Everyone has no obligation to treat me good. Sigh, they definitely deserve more from me, such as:

Sending my mental support to my little cousin made him crying. LOL sweetheart you definitely deserve that. =)

To be honest, i am very happy in spending my time with the one who loves me. Happiness is not about big meal, big car, big house, etc. But the most touching thing is, you see the effort of that person realizing those just for you. =)

May 30, 2012

11.13PM

Understand

縂有一個人的出現，讓你了解爲什麽其他人不可能。

Yesterday saw a post with this caption, i finally believe it. I wanna say something very old-fashioned but very true - you cannot force happiness to come. Sometimes when you sincerely hope for a relationship to grow, it won't grow as you want; but when you don't expect a relationship to develop, it will develop in a way out of your expectation.

Sometimes maybe due to the way we are brought up or the achievement that we have got, we tend to demand - demand for better. But sometimes we will tend to ignore another expect - what we can give to the other while we are demanding. For once, i also thought that i have to live with certain types of person and thus i demanded. But as time goes, i finally understand that is only a "formula" that governs my thought all the time, and i finally took off the "formula" and look at people in different aspect. Realizing that some people may not behave exactly like our first impression, i also discovered that some people, with all the strengths wrapped up, has serious weaknesses.

With this, i met several people. I wouldn't say they are wrong, no matter how people still have the right to behave in the way they like. But what i felt was, LUCKILY, i didn't get closer with those people. It is always not wrong to demand but maybe we should analyze ourselves and demand in proportion. I don't know exactly but i feel over demanding is an action showing that someone is not contented with what he/she has. Of course we have to fight for living, but appreciating what we have will make us feel happier and more motivating in pursuing a better life. When you're not contented enough, you will feel people around are owing you and along the way you will get frustrated easily and eventually miss out all the precious moment in life.

I especially cannot stand 大男人. I mean, hey, we girls do not owe you. I choose to have a bf because i wanna share my happiness and pains with you. I saw a quote stating that guys don't listen to complains, please don't find them except if you really need help. Come on, if i don't share my frustration with you, i don't need you anymore, okay? And one more: "Guys don't remember dates, jot those down and keep reminding them." Come on, if i need to keep on reminding you, i might as well celebrate those special days with parents 'cause they will certainly remember well. If you don't even want to put effort on the relationship, then you might as well don't be in a relationship. Guys are really ridiculous.

And to those (...), i quote a meaningful phrase to you.

"Yeah, there are many girls out there who are prettier and better. Your girl is just not perfect enough. But can't you see that you're also the same? You are not perfect enough either, and yet she chose you. There are
 always better things not in our possession but why don't you try to appreciate what we have? "

So, i am thankful to what i have right now. I have a happy family, i have friends (perhaps they might not be too sincere but at lease it doesn't affect me much) and of course the special one who is way much different from those that i have mentioned. Yeah perhaps the quote (the first sentence in this post) best describes the situation - i finally know why those "certain types of people" are not for me.

Well, i guess i am not mature enough, i should perhaps learn not to get mood swung by those unimportant comments. =)

May 27, 2012

10.59AM

Moderate life - what i want

I've got back my mock exam result, so as a conclusion, the results of all three subjects are quite average. The greatest benefit that i've got from this mock is that i finally know what is the weaknesses of mine on these three subjects. So the hard work of mine and the pressure that i have endured finally pay off. Of course, passing the mock exam papers also helped in leveling up my confidence towards ACCA. I know that it will never be easy, but i must be prepared for it.

If you ask how good my result is, i wouldn't say it is very good. If it is to be aligned to TARC grading system, i didn't get As for all three subjects. However, i would be very contented on the achievement, as in i am not striving for world top or Malaysia top award. If i were to work hard i know very best that i might be able to achieve, but i just choose not to.

My friends must have thought that all the time i really worked hard for my exams, but i seriously don't think so. I still feel myself very lazy on studies and always allocate not enough time for revision. But of course i will make sure myself to cover the main areas that myself feel i should have known. If i were to tell this to anyone (especially some type of people) they would have said me proud, something like "you don't lie la, you cannot meh?" or "hao lian la! I don't want to listen to you!" will be heard. But never mind, people who don't know you always comment nonsense. Dog barks at people they don't know. =P

Anyway, my point is - i am not a perfectionist, i don't want to live in pressure and at the end i don't know for what i am fighting. I wouldn't want to have a life that i fight for awards and recognitions from others, achieving marvelous result in career, but remain empty in private life. I wouldn't want myself to work hard during day time but eventually return to a spacious but dark home. I just feel that there are some other valuable things besides my career that will light up my life.

So just a moderate life will be enough for me - pass my exams, graduate, get a stable job, and maintain a moderate family. My career goal? I would prefer people to ask "my life goal". =)

May 16, 2012

3.14 PM

Confession

I want to confess something: I am very happy right now. As in, i never thought this would ever happen in my life. It is really amazing when someone cares about you truly from that person's heart and you actually feel that.

-- That person willingly stays connected to you. --
-- That person wants you to be involved in his life. --
-- That person shows you that you deserve all the cares. --
-- That person protects you with strong arms. --

-- And the most touching one is you know you are the only one who owns that. --

You don't need to beg for others' attention which the trend of caring is hardly predictable. You don't need to wait for people to care about you, anymore.

How i wish this would stay, no, i should be saying: "I'll make this stay." =)

I love you, babe.

May 09, 2012

11.18 PM

After a long time

Hmm, though i am not sure when my last post was published but i am quite certain that it has been a long time since my last visit to my lovely blog. It doesn't really mean that i've nothing to write. It's just that firstly, i have too much that i dunno how to arrange, and secondly blog is now seriously getting more and more dangerous in revealing our feeling. LOL.

Anyway, perhaps i would simplify everything here? =D

Actually many things have happened since my last post. In ACCA class, i saw different people handling stress in different ways. Distinct personalities have separated the class into groups, playing and working hard together. No matter how, i am still thankful to my peers who accompany me throughout this tough study life. Seeing different people widens my social circle, providing a "platform" for me to learn how to deal with different types of people. I feel that i am still not doing very good in this area. LOL anyway, it's fun to deal with different types of people, FUN? LOL.

And now i realized, those things that matter a lot in the past don't really bother me anymore. Perhaps i finally realize that i've something more important to take care of? Or perhaps those things have been recurring till i am now used to it? Sometimes some words that were spoken by some people irritate me when i first heard that, but trying to look at it in different perspective - it doesn't really matter at all! Why should we punish ourselves with the mistakes that were made by others? Whatever you wanna comment about me, just go ahead. People who love me for real will eventually stay. =)

After a year i've decided to put myself back into that situation and feeling. Actually it's around 11 months, huh? Anyway, what i wanna say is, i dunno how long it will last, but eventually i chose to trust. I felt somewhere deep in my heart scolds myself: "after such painful experiences leaving scars in your life you still dare to try and perhaps get hurt again?" But i answered: "or perhaps i will never get hurt again?"


I TRUST. =)

Apr 25, 2012 

11.25PM

Responding to: [Shiyee's Little World: There are really MANY kinds of people in this worl...]

[Shiyee's Little World: There are really MANY kinds of people in this worl...: LOL I sound like old woman? But it's so real that this world has many different kinds of people. Of course i wouldn't say i am very wise and...]

Ok this was my last post after which i have no time to update my blog. LOL. So recently some incidents have caused me to be here again which... errr.... kind of.... pissed me off? Well, it doesn't really disrupt my mood after all, they are just (already) nothing to me.

These people are supposed to be gentlemen but they did something opposite to what gentlemen should be doing. Well, it's very normal that sometimes your invitation (so called "invitation") was turned down by other people. Humans (not only men but also women) should learn to take this kind of rejection though it sometimes might be difficult.

But the people i have met acted way too awkward. Does it mean that i can't even be your friend after i have turned down your so called invitation? It's not necessary for you to act as if we never be friends before - like a stranger? Don't tell me you're thinking not to cause any unnecessary misunderstanding among us. Hey dude, if there will be any misunderstanding, i won't be so firm in rejecting you at the very first place, okay. After all, i am not that kind of women that have to beg for your attention.

Friendship need to be maintained, so i like to find people chatting. But since you've shown me that you can't even talk to me, i don't bother to have such a friend anymore. Being not sporting just shows that you're weak in relationship. One-way contribution from me will just stop me from continuing to be connected with you.

The conflict in way of interacting perhaps indicates that we are not the same type of people, so i would be just glad if i still can smile to you when i accident bump into you. All the best la, in your own social circle.

March 27, 2012

10:10 AM

There are really MANY kinds of people in this world!

LOL I sound like old woman? But it's so real that this world has many different kinds of people. Of course i wouldn't say i am very wise and experienced and mature to meet all those, but at lease i have seen the variety - some made me sigh, some made me laugh (take note: it's laugh, not happy), some made me speechless, some made me surprised, and more. LOL now i seriously think i should thank all those people that made up my life, "made up". =P

March 9, 2012

2.52 PM

IDEAL TYPE?

Since i was very young until now, i've been asked several times about my ideal type. What kind of man do i actually like? I was quite puzzle at first as i never thought about this before. After several repeats, i told people "see feel lo, got feel mah can d lo." Then later on i discovered feel is not everything. So i told others "personality must match lo." Then i started to question myself - what kind of personality do i mean???

I think its quite essential to first address mine. I am a blunt, rational people. I am definitely not the one who is romantic. Spending money to book the whole cinema in order to propose appeared to be very thoughtless and foolish to me as i think the money spent can be just deposited in banks to earn interest - the most secure return. I know, i am super dull, i am scolded by my mom too for being too bored and not aware of the importance of "being romantic occasionally". Well, i wouldn't say i won't change, as for me, when a person is in love, he/she might probably become more romantic than he/she thought would be, right? So as i am single now, i wouldn't comment much about this.

But i am very certain that i am rather rational. Things are wrong when they are, regardless of who did those. So i am quite careless about the relationship effect, and i guess this makes me to have less friends. Well, it's okay because i am not so afraid of lonely. Of course that's really good to have someone share my thoughts with, but it's still not bothering me much. And being blunt, yes, rather. But i guess i've turned my way. In earlier days, i am blunt for the sake of blunt - thoughtless that type. Now, i am blunt for the sake of.... errr.... shooting people? LOL. I am evil, i know.

So i am this type of person and some people commented to me that i am over mature for my age. So my ideal type is also quite... (should i say) different from ordinary 22 years old girls. I care 0% of the look, seriously. Look isn't important at all for me, as someone will just appear to be handsome because of his attitude - this is truly happening on me. So are you thinking that i care about the attitude? Yeah, it comprises like 70%? Around that. How about the past? Well, seriously, only 20%. I actually cared about the past, but then i realized, if a person who had a terrible history now appears to be much better than other ordinary people, what's wrong? This means that he had set his mind to endure changes and he has successful! This gives him much higher value! So past isn't really something important for me already. How about the family background? Okay let's make history=15% and family background=15%, although people say love is between two persons, this is extremely wrong. I hope my relationship can be approved and accepted by every party concern, my family and his family. So, this is rather important.

So do you think i am very picky? Starting to? LOL i won't blame you, because i am. I just realized that no one ever possesses all the characteristics demanded. JUST NO ONE. There will definitely be something lacking, which makes me rather upset and *sigh*. I wouldn't say i have much experience, but those i have met, there must be something lacking. So i just realize - there won't be ideal type of husband appearing in our life. Even my mom is still complaining my dad!

So i start thinking, should i just prioritize? LOL. Then i would say i go for attitude the most. I would say, a mature guy who is caring, responsible and motivated, and loves me as me myself will be the person i want to meet the most. He can make mistakes in the past, because he will be more handsome when he learnt from mistakes. =)

Pray? LOL.

Feb-24, 2012

3.58PM

Commencement of ACCA class

So i've attended my ACCA revision class. 6 hours of studying is not a joke - it's really tiring. On the first day, i think i still concentrate quite well till the end, which i am very glad, 'cause i thought i might have lost during P2 (account practices) lesson. But towards the third day, i don't really think i can concentrate very well at the second half of the afternoon lesson. Sigh, it is tiring.

We have 6 hours of tuition per subject per week but it is still far not enough. We have to do our own studies and read newspaper and magazine to update ourselves. Well, i am rather at the "updating myself with current issues" part, as i will tend to forget everything after i read. So i was thinking to somehow jot down important points but it will consume plenty of time and end up i couldn't do other things. So i've decided to go college, maybe, every Thursday to read business magazines. I hope this at lease help. I rather agree with Miss Low who mentioned that if you read everyday, you don't even need to memorize it to remember certain things. Yeah, i believe on that too.

So from now onward, we will need to clench our teeth to study smart for our three professional papers. Add oil la everyone. =)

Feb-24, 2012

12.13 PM

Don't Judge the Book by Its Cover

WOW! I can't believe i just used IDIOM! I am so "char" in languages, even my sis laughing at my awkward Chinese, so it's kind of impressive that i used idiom. LOL. Anyway, the idiom just expresses exactly what i feel recently.

Actually i have two incidents regarding to this topic.

I've met a few friends in this week, and because there were just two of us every time, we got to chat a lot, and know each other a lot. Sometimes people do not think like what their appearances tell - now i really believe this. I remember another friend commented about other's characteristics and in reality, it is an exact opposite. Another friend that i've met yesterday told me that she holds back some words because of some reasons that she thought it's true but in reality it's not. So we opened up our minds and exchanged opinions. So this is the power of communication. I am glad that she is still someone that i can really pour out everything. =))))

And i realized that something was wrong among my friend circle. Well this actually happened long time ago, and i always knew it, it's just that i feel to write something about this now. So i think (i can't exactly be sure because i have no evidences, but i think it goes this way), i guess, comments about me are flying all over my classmates. Well, people who know will understand what i actually mean here. And i also think some people, judging me based on opinions from a single side, already stamped me to be a certain kind of person. Anyway, i don't mind losing contact with people that don't even judge the quality of the so called "opinions" and don't even bother to make effort to seek my explanation. It's just that i feel ridiculous for people to believe entirely what others have told you about ANOTHER person. Are those commenting on me my father or my mother? How much do they know me, and how objective they are? Don't you even think about this?

Anyway, I am fine with that, just feeling funny for the foolishness. For those who at lease choose to talk to me (you know who you are), i wanna tell you that i appreciate a lot and i hope you get to know me more after the talk. And i will ignore those that choose to leave.

=))))).

Feb-16, 2012

12.49PM

Dad's Birthday

아빠, 생일 축하해요!! 사랑합니다~!!

Sigh, i don't know about the spacing... 

Feb-07, 2012

3.03PM

Regretful

Haiz, i am constantly having problem with my lil stomach. I think i've treated it very well yet problems always come without anticipation.

Okay i think i will start with the history of myself for the reason of getting such a problem. I used to be very innocent and very foolish to believe that we can cut down our fat on thigh by cutting our meals. So i used to skip my teatime when i was in Form 2 and ended up being very hungry when i reached home at 8pm. Imagine you just don't eat between 11am till 8pm. WTH. I still can't believe i actually did this and ruin my health. Within a short fortnight time, my body took revenge. I visited doctors quite a few times (but only a few times) and ate some medicine as well. But it didn't really recover, because it is already impossible to be fully recovered. What a shock to hear this from my mom! I at first thought it was alright as long as i took good care of my body. But at later time i got to realize it didn't really go in the same way as you thought even though you really took great care. It will constantly come to visit you.

So i experienced my worst moment of having gastric in Form 3. I ate really less and annoyed my parents. But somehow i feel grateful that i actually ate less instead of not eating at all. That will make things worse. The problem got worse whenever i had exam, especially my SPM. I still remember i cried due to Sejarah. Stupid Sejarah.

So after entering college, things finally got better but it still came from time to time though lesser. I felt grateful as college didn't really give me much pressure compared to secondary school. (So i always say i hate secondary-school time, unlike others) And thing really reached the best when i was having my internship - i realized that i ate a lot during that! This is definitely a goodsign - i never eat so much in my lifetime! (So sometimes i feel i wanna go back to work) So i have also reached a conclusion, whenever i am busy, this problem doesn't really bother me - which means the problems majority come from my mental!

I take things too serious??? I should just eat without caring much??? Hmp.. I really hope i can do this. Hope la.

HWAITING!

Sentence to end: i realize everyone has at lease one worry in their life, well mine is not studies, monies, friends, men, family, but will be this i guess. =)))) Mom, will try my best and won't let you worry, kayzz? 사랑합니다!!

Feb-06, 2012

4.08PM

Why is KPop so successful?

I attended class yesterday about Critical Success Factors and lecturer posted this comment. He said this was the question asked during last P3 sitting. My first response was like "What? I SHOULD HAVE TAKEN THAT SITTING, I CAN PROVIDE WONDERFUL ANSWER FOR THIS!"

Then he made a small discussion about the CSF. Well, of course i wouldn't be able to list all here but it's something about "catchy songs regardless vocal ability", "beautiful looks", "acting in drama regardless acting ablitities", "appear in variety shows for 4 times + a week", "perfect sync dance", and more. Basically, I AGREE. LOL. Korean idols have a full package of this. Okay maybe i shall discuss my opinion, but i am not going to answer the question.

Korean idol groups have a formula. Let's take an example - INFINITE (a rising trend in 2011).



First of all, Kpop idols have to have a visual representative in the group, so that people will easily remember the group when they make their debut. The guy with light blue trousers and white shoes is the visual of Infinite. Next, whenever there are songs, main vocals cannot be ignored. The guy with light blue trousers and black shoes, and also the guy with violet trousers are the main vocal. Followed by dance representative, the guy with bright blue trousers, as they have to undergo intensive dance practice. Idol songs usually have raps, so they need someone like the guy with red trousers. And they need more exploration to introduce themselves to the nation, so they will need variety shows representatives like the other two guys - the one in pink and the one in white. Of course they have people that can act also, the visual and the one in white.

If you analyze carefully, you will find all the idols are in this formula. Sometimes you may wonder why are there so many members in a group (take Super Junior and ZE:A) but the companies have their own reasons to arrange the group in this way. Of course they will try their best not to change the members, however the members always face the risk of being kicked out due to their mistakes and some other reasons (only president will know).

They always have the whole package of singing catchy songs, dancing in sync, acting in drama, being in variety shows, and more. The company will make sure they have this in order for the artists to gain popularity. However, i personally think we shouldn't have ignored the hardwork of these idols. I've watched some clips of idols' daily life (like maybe Ta-dah, Sesame Player (especially Infinite's), more). I am not sure whether it is scripted but i personally think even if it is, it can't be scripted much (you will know when you watch). I can see how much effort they put in in order to present a perfect show to their fans. And i can see the determination of quitting their schools (not college btw, is ELEMENTARY SCHOOL) and become the top stars. Also i am very impressed with their ability of enduring stress (this is what Malaysian should learn!).

So i personally think somehow towards some extent, they deserve the attention they are getting. So KPop is successful not only with those packages, but also with hard work. ^^ =)

Feb 03, 2012

9.55AM

How I Treat You Depends on How You Treat People

Okay some people are just too arrogant at every moment that they think they are always the best and always criticizing people. I have met some in my life. When i know this fellow i was still okay 'cause i still felt this fellow somehow blunt and straight, not pretending, which is something i actually value. But as time went by, i felt annoyed with it.

This fellow is acting arrogant as if this fellow is always the best, criticizing others and demanding something that this fellow felt very normal but it's actually very difficult to others. This fellow said he didn't talk bad things behind, he talked in front, but in fact he talked the most at the back. Well, started to feel contradict about himself. But okay, this is none of my business anyway.

However, when things stepped into my life, this is my business, already. I felt the dominance when we were working together. And still, according to this fellow, this fellow changed a lot as time goes by, but it doesn't really mean that i have to suit this fellow in every moment. After all i felt this fellow is not my boss, this fellow is somehow just my colleagues, and this fellow criticized in a very irrational way of perfectionist. I felt very disturbed with the high demand. And for my character, i won't let someone to say something not true or irrational for me, so i started shoot this fellow back. And there i guess this fellow has some feeling.

Well, i didn't really need you to teach me how to grow up. I know very well that what myself is doing. You must be thinking that i treat people in this way all the times, but it actually depends on how people treat me, and how you treat people. I won't be one of your friends that always listen to you.

(PS: I guess this fellow must be already spreading my bad words around. Think I care?)

Feb 01, 2012

11.59AM

Annoyed on 1st day of CNY

Annoyed at the moment i opened facebook. What you mean after writing the stuff on Facebook (as if you are so innocent and the girl is so bad that hurt you so much) and now you're asking me out again? Since i am being so bad that hurt you so much, just get rid of me! Kick me out of your life! Don't bother me anymore!

You know, you are such a childish and a fool in front of me. Just stop it.

Jan 23, 2012

12.42PM

Just Leave

I don't really know about others, but i never start any of my friendship due to a certain purpose. I make friends sincerely, and of course i wouldn't deny that sometimes i do "make use" of their presence, but i NEVER EVER start a relationship because i want to obtain something. I treat friends as friends, and i actually don't mind to get closer with all friends even with guys, and i can accept the action of this closeness to be "hitting butts" (even to that extent of skinship). For all of these, i am sincere.

So i cannot accept people approaching me for any kind of reason other than just being friends. Even if the reason is not bad, i just couldn't understand why people make friends for the sake of other things, and stop being friends when they found out they couldn't really reach the thing they want. I didn't promise for anything except my true heart. I just couldn't believe that they are exploiting my sincerity to achieve their purposes or aims. The worst thing was when i'm trying to maintain this (what is meant for me - true) friendship, they are blaming you for the failure of getting the thing that they aimed. What is this all about?

"If you come with a purpose, and only for that purpose, please just leave. It's always better that this friendship is ended than it is continued insincerely. If you seek for any promised return from me other than my sincerity of being friends, please stop hoping starting from now. Leave, if you're not comfortable with me. "



A confession to make: I might be flirty but i NEVER play with feelings. I am clear and honest in my relationship and i never promise something that i can never achieve. If i have promised i'll just try my best to achieve. That's much for me. I NEVER EVER cheat in relationship. So if you're here for "something", and ONLY for that "something", very obviously,  your option will be, just, leave.

Jan 17, 2012

3.03PM

Mobile Blog Updated

Back to College

Back to College

People must be thinking how crazy this person is to attend classes when the holiday just started. Well, for me, since i've ntg much to do, i might as well equip myself with some basic knowledge of P3 which for me is a scary subject in ACCA. So i've finally attended the class. =)

Officially in Holiday

유후!! I am officially having my holiday, yeah! So should i start with...

Nice Lolipop =P

So let's talk about the 3 papers first. It's still fine, at lease i was still able to crap something inside. Financial Reporting and Current Issue paper, as usual, still has defeats but finally rectified. And ermmm, Corporate Governance, as usual, predictable questions were out, and this was, i think, perhaps, the most confident paper of all of us; Strategic Planning & Management, as usual, 20 big marks for each question, but it was within the tips, so i guess most of us were still able to answer. So overall, it's an "오키", as what commented by Mr Khor also. LOL.

After 6-Jan, we have officially completed our 2-years advance diploma student life (with the hope that we can pass the exams =D)! Can't really believe time flies so fast but indeed, we are now left with only ACCA! Waiting for graduation ceremony.. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I want sunflower this time. =PP

So during the holiday, what am i supposed to be doing??? 흠.... During this weekend, i've already cleared my folders and docs in my laptop and also my pendrive, and also updated my facebook profile, photos and likes. So i am only left with tasks like cleaning my desk and watching vids in my Youtube "Watch Later" List. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I have a lot of videos to watch! 후후후후! My "Watch Later" List is filled with Mblaq, Infinite, Shinhwa, Big Bang, and The Boss vids. I guess i need to spend quite a long time to finish watching these 50+ videos. (And for your info, these 50+ videos are only the FIRST part of the show. @@)

Okay, i guess at later time my blog will be filled with the feeling of me finish watching the vids. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ I now have had a great thought about WooGyu 우규 love referred by Inspirits. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ Will update about this later. =P

지금까지, that's what i've done so far. About other updates, 기대 주새요! 후후!

Jan 09, 2012

3.04PM

Mobile blog shock

Wootss i never know there is such a thing called mobile blog... I was thinking to make a post to my ORIGINAL blog using my SE Vivaz but ended up to be in mobile blog - it created a new blog for me! LOL. And i decided to change the blog name as it is very hard for me to remember but ended up "The Page Not Found" so i guess i will try after exam? Hmm, anyway the link is already at below "Knowing Her More" section. 

Anyway, this is the link: 

My mobile blog

PS: It should be clockwise rotated. =P

Anyway, i am glad that my mobile phone can help in such way. ^^

Jan 5, 2012

10.33AM

The morning before freedom

So i was up but very lazy for bath and study. So i stared at my laptop on my coffee table and that the sun shone on my face through the reflection of the mirror... And that i discovered - taking photo through reflection! That might not be something exciting to you but the unique point is my mirror is round. Kekezz. See the effect. Kekezzz. Kk, bathe and study. =P

Jan 5, 2012
10.13AM

Lil Corrections

I would like to comment about me stating YG is not my favourite anymore. Well, erm, i guess no entertainment company is my favourite, anyhow, i still like YG the most, if i am going to choose one. YG produces real quality, as we can see, Bigbang and 2NE1 are symbols. Though these girls and boys might have been formulated into "idols" but they still possess what we call skill and talent that are to be found from artists. Unlike other "idols", they are REAL idols. So, hmmm, i still prefer YG. Kekekezz

Shiyee's Little World: THE RETURN: What return is that? That is the return of KPop into my life. It has been a long time since those days that i used to get the latest updates...

Last 2 Papers

Should i just start my post with happy new year?


ㅎㅎ

So we as TARC students couldn't enjoy much in these festivals (together with Christmas) as we have to prepare for our final exam, and especially for AAC Y2 students, we are going to end our college life with this very important and final sem exam! Now i realize i am really old, as compared to the start of year 2 life, i still can joke around and tell people "hey i am the oldest batch in this college, i am your senior!". LOL, guess now we have to say "hey i am going to leave the college, i am really old!". 하하

So today i'll be taking my 2nd paper out of 3 papers in this final sem exam. And now i dunno what to do, so i am here. ㅋㅋ Studying at this moment is not my habit, and being lazy is what i will experience during exam LOL so i just leave my mood as what it should be. This somehow symbolizes good sign as i still remember how i felt during my Sejarah exam - almost cry. So my mood now means - i am not THAT pressure. Good thing, huh. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

So let's end this thing up by counting days:



I should change the red circle to 6 - MY FORTUNE NUMBER! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

The day will come, soon.

화이팅!!!

Jan 04, 2012

10.54AM